Monday, August 22, 2005
6:37 PM
YYY
i tried hard to hold it back ...
END RESULT : tears came streaming down my cheeks while i was on the way home .
lots of things went thru my head . but i didnt have an ans for any of it .
im realli puzzled to why do people change so fast ? someone wasnt liddat in the past . someone cud wait for me patiently .. n it's alwyus a smile i see on someone's face . i rarely do now . .. does a suggestion kills ? wads wrg with coming up with a suggestion ? i just dun wan someone to feel like it's a need to meet me all the time . i just wan someone to be happy . but this is wad i get ..
i alwyus share with rebecca wad i plan for someone .. the happy times we had .. i've lots of ideas in my head . even rebecca said someone will be happy if i did this n that . but things just dun work out the way i wan it to be . i oso told her the suprises i have instore for someone .
am i expecting too much ? ... or giving too much ?
i dun blame someone totally . ya . i do have a fault . but i realli wanted to meet someone today , just now . hais .
what went wrg again ?
i dun wanna tink bout it ..............
life's unfair . everyone is like the weather . it keeps changing .. ..
did i make a mistake ?
-out-
Friday, August 12, 2005
10:11 PM
YYY
wheeee ~
im now at my dear house !!!! haaaaaa . shud be going home soon oreadi . yeahs .
just now after sch went to wenqi's fren hse to tk fotos for the inetcf project.. finally got it done liao liao liao . muaaa ha ha. dun jealous . lols . im happy. =)
i love my mum. i love my dad . i love my brother...
BUT I LOVE DEAR THE MOSTTTT ~~~!!!!
*haa .
Thursday, August 11, 2005
10:09 PM
YYY
Whoo !
i tink today's inetcf test is.. gone ?? haha. left ALMOST blank lohss ! unni ask i finish or give up.. i sae i finish N i give up. hahahahaaa . heck la. inetcf. guess i will just get the project done n that's it . next week presentation of the project ahhH!! hahahahaa.. !
ooOh ya. btw, i got into TPSU Sub-com !! haaa. (despite the screwed up interview).bleahhhs.
i just came back. bought so many things ahh !! thr's a bbq this saturdae.. my ah ma bdae. lols. oh ya. im fat. HAHA ! seriously need to cut down on fats. i've been eating like.. non stop can!! oh my.
i love my boyfriend . heeheheeeheee *
my aunt just gave me $50 !!!!!!! WHOO!!! money comes when ure soooooooo desperate for it. kk . just kidding .
Semestral exams in ... 3 wks time? whoohOo! n sem1 is done n over with . aiya.
wadever .
