Procrastination, running in circles in my head

Thursday, June 30, 2005

6:56 PM
YYY

im sucha baddie today.. boo. =(

morning met up with yangpin to eat .. yaa. den walk here walk thr then went to sch together.. hahas. he saw his twin brother leh !! hor hor ?? k laa k laa. dun sae liaos. sumone damn paiseh lohs ! buay tahan . *shakes head* ..

yaa. then reach sch at 11.. had DFund tut till 12pm . n aft that reb wenqi filza n i went to the lib .. all the way till 4+pm . yaa. we skipped classes allllllll the way ! hahas. they were studying.. i was listening to mp3 n reading LIME mag . boooo ... lata gotta read up on HAP liaos. im lagging behind..

bbah . im tired. im fat. ate alot today . again . =( .

zz .

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

7:16 PM
YYY

Pump It - Black Eyed Peas . whoohoO.

yyeah .. this morning had ckt lab test . shud be able to make it bbahs.. corz when i show my lect the Vab .. he said good then he initial it .. so.. shud be ok laa. k k . then at 9am went to lok's lect. lols . awhile more we went off ..

[turn up e radio. blast ur stereo .. right~~ nnnnnnnow -

hahas. kkz. i just love the beat of that song. school ended at 1pm.. b4 that had CDS briefing during the APEL slot . yaa . hahax. aft that went to eat with reb, wenqi n filza .. was suppose to go to the lib to study maths.. nono. we DID go to the lib.. but we didnt study .. hahas. slack here n thr aft that went back le. i t0ok bus 8 stop at 201 thr to wait for aud. accompanying her to make her ez link card. she lost hers. -_-" ... aft that went walk walk.

at tm i saw alot of my sec sch mates.. yaa. at the 2nd level i saw tomo n co .. then gabriel saw me first.. he waved to me.. but instead of saying hi .. i go call tomo name then sae hi. -_-" . i cant believe i did that lohs. its like.. im so rude lehs ! whaaa. i kept telling aud how guilty i was.. =( .

ok. bbah. then came home. whoOhoo. for the first time i saw my bro's gf .. wakakakaaa . but she stayed awhile onli.. ~

ook. im fat. jianwei says im fat.. zhiyu says im fat.. everyone's saying im fat. bbah!!! time to lose weight.. ! hahas. but at the rate im eating.. *shakes head* ...

kkz. im tired. tml no HAP lab.. so that means sch starts at 11am. yay? ook. yayy.

out.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

8:32 PM
YYY

woo. just got back frm sch .

duh. woke up late this morning .. again . hahas . reached sch ard 10.10am liddat. decided to skip INETCF lect.. alone. hahas. so i sat outside the lect theatre.. but i still could hear wad the lect was tokin. hahas. then the lect ended le.. alex saw me.. the first thing he ask me "eh tracie. y u like so alone?" .. hahas. i was like "duh. i AM alone.. " .. hahax. then qis called me .. no one's going for CKT lect corz david yip told us that he wont be teaching.. then i went to breadboard to meet them..

hahas. sch time passes so fast.. as usual. sch was suppose to end today at 5 .. but lok gave us maths practice paper n sae we can go liaos. -_-" . so went to the lib to study with qis, baba, masturah n raihana . hahas. kept toking bout bashey .. cant stop laughing ever since the bbq nite. he's such a joker laa .. lols.

well. bernard's been weird lately .. even eugene asked why .. yaa. tried askin him but he dun wanna sae.. dunno wad is he trying to do. as jianwei said.. if he dun wanna sae aniting.. wad can we do? kk .. so since he wants it liddat.. i shall nt pursue it.. or els i will be classified as irritating laa.

woot. ckt lab test tml ..

watch the way i navigate . ha ha ha ha haaaaa. =p .

Monday, June 27, 2005

8:14 PM
YYY

i dunno what i want .

whr does my heart lies at ?

im confused.

n my back stil hurts. =\ ..

got back my hap test today.. 24/30 . sucks ahh. so many ppl in my class got high mks . =( . even jianwei got full mks !! whaaa . my maths quiz got 35/40 . yaa. so far tats all laaa. kkz.
term test just nxt wk.. gotta start mugging. mug mug mug ..

here i go .
scream my lungs out n try to get to u .
u are my onli one .
I let go .
there's just no one that gets me like you do .
You are my only .
my only one .

Saturday, June 25, 2005

12:10 PM
YYY

the weekends are here ~~ and i'm gonna be at home the whole day ~~

hahas . most prob gonna study and catch up on ckt n DFund . term test coming le ooooh. ~ hahax.

ya. my back's getting worse . i cant even get up from the chair.. n it hurts damn much when i walk . =(

Friday, June 24, 2005

11:05 PM
YYY

WooO~~ i so long didnt blog le~

i just came back frm sch.. woot. hahas.. had lessons till 1pm.. then had the cm cup frm 2++ to around 6 liddat.. [[i was suppose to tk part in the CM cup oso.. but i sprained my back ystdae.. i cant even sit up or stand up properly.. yaa. so sad. =( ] after that headed to the bbq pits outside the tennis court for BIE's BBQ !!! hahas.. we put our bags down then went to play waterbomb !! hahas .. packed with waterbombs.. we bomb here bomb there !! tong howe go take my whole bunch of waterbombs n sort of explode in on my back and above my head !! omg. i was sooooo wet at the back onli .. lols .. then settle down.. start eating leeeee ~~

hahas. then in the nite we played games.. all sorts of funny one laa. hahas. i kena chosen by tong howe for one game with wen king .. i didnt noe wad was it about.. till they sae it was to compare who can eat bee hoon faster !! n thr was sooooooo much chili sauce ! hahas.. but.. *ahem* .. i finished first.. followed by wenking.. LOL! my whole nose lips chin alllll got chili sauce corz we weren't allowed to use our hands !! haha..

had alot funn.. then later , we had jokes n riddles among the yr1s and yr2s .. hahas.. quite interesting .. needs lots of thinking one ahhh. hahas.. kkz la.. i very tired.. wanna go bathe everything. it's a saturdae tml ~

WOOT !!

Sunday, June 19, 2005

1:13 PM
YYY

ok . i noe the pic's abit too big. but blame me for being a geek. i dunno how to resize. lols . slack rite??!!! everyone was lk looking .. my classmates were laughing too. haahs .~

1:13 PM
YYY

12:29 PM
YYY

woot ~ 3 days nv blog liaosss ... hakhak

17 June - o5 (Friday)

hakhak .. sch ended at 1pm.. i wore very very slack to sch today. hakhak! reason being im going to sentosa after sch with my classmates !!!!! hahahahah !! excited arhs. then we took a bus to sentosa .. first we went to siloso beach ! hahas. t0ok some fotos then go play water liaos. play till all wet siak ! then stress . dunno whr to go to tk the fotos .. cannot tink of a place oso .. walk to the merlion .. fountain thr.. then we anyhow tk ahh . hahas. ard 7+pm liddat go home.. all feeling tired restless n ...... sian . hahas. reach hm bathe straightaway fall aslp lia0s. wakakakaaaa. .. .. *was suppose to study HAP for test tml .. but too tired !!

18 June - o5 (Saturday)

woke up at 6am to study my HAP .. but very ZzzZ. cannot tahan siak . study with eyes half closed. hahs .. then ard 9.15am liddat leave hse go to schh .. everyone all so guai studying ahh. hahas. the test so far stil can make it laa .. then break for ard 15mins.. then went for HAP lect.. around 12.10pm liddat release le.. went over to qis hse to study together with elfeiz. study all the way till 11+pm .. ok la. we didnt study tat long laa. got slack oso. hahas !!! had alot of fun thr. hurhur` =x .. then came home. slp again. -_-"

TODAY !!

woke up ard 10.45am .. have been slacking at hm all the way till now .. i tink it will continue all the way til nite .

omg. its a mon tml again. -_-" ...

Thursday, June 16, 2005

11:04 PM
YYY

weeeeee ~

hahas . today sch started at 11am .. corz there wasnt any HAP lab.. but in the end.. i reached sch at 11.30am. -_-" .. lols . bernard was late oso .. so we didnt go for DFund tutorial .. hurhur` after that met up with the rest of my class .. the guys went to eat.. we gers went to the library n slackkk ~ blah blah blah.. n sch ended at 5pm ~ yipeeee !! came hm straightaway.. hahas.

hmmm . then came online .. chat chat .. then around 9pm liddat .. went out .. first went to my granny's hse to borrow aud's camera .. n i found out sth !!! (aud's god brother is actualli zhiyu's cousin!!!!) omg lohs. sooooo coincidental !! small world ah. hahas. then took bus 14 to bryan's hse bus stop .. the bus journey was damn long.. but i had Elfeiz's Mp3 to accompany me !! heehe.. met up with bryan .. he passed me the tripod stand .. then we sat at the bus stop n talk talk talk non stop.. first time for the past 2 yrs.. catching up on old times.. haha.. n i just reached hm..

yay ~ tml going SSSSSSSSSSSSSentosaaaaa ! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!

so hAppy. lookin forward ! hehe.

PS: Congratulations to Cannon on the ESC election!! Eh brother.. See ! i told u sure can make it one .! hehes. Jia You Ahhh!!!

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

5:23 PM
YYY

school ended at 1pm today . but i just got home ~ wakakakakaa.`

after school.. qis suggested to go to parkway parade .. hakhak . so we agree with it .. we had nth to do anyway .. ~ So rebecca wenqi qis n i to0k bus 15 .. on the bus thr was this old crazy man who was shouting vulgarities away ~ haha.. qis shouted "WHAT?!" indirectly larh.. but the scene was very funny.. then there was this guy who was sitting opposite us .. he kept laughing n laughing n looking at us .. i oso cant help but start laughing.. all laughed till tears start coming d0wn .. haha..

then we reached PP .. went to eat . blah blah .. awhile more reb went to meet her bf .. yar. wenqi qis n i continued roaming Giant . hahas. we were so damn lame crappy .. everyone kept looking at us.. qis even did a demo with a brinjal and a bittergourd. -_-" . hahakk.

we oso ate aloooooooooot today!!! ate during lunch .. then ate chocolates.. after that bought ice blended yoghurt .. then went to buy famous amos cookies .. followed by durian ice cream. oh my g0d ~~~ hahahahahaha~ but i had lotsa fun . really .

somehow or rather, i will get use to it. =)

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

7:21 PM
YYY

Lindsay Lohan - Over

I watched the walls around me crumble
But its not like I won't build them up again
So here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts because it will end
And my tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

[Chorus:]
I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you
I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over

And I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know
I won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time you're the heart that I call home

I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

[Chorus]

My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

[Chorus]

Tell me that it's over
Over
Honestly tell me
Honestly tell me
Don't tell me that its over
Don't tell me that its over..

Bernard told me something today .. "Tracie.. It's OVERRRR !!" .
arghhhhhhh . sth ended just liddat.
I'm sooo not satisfied .
wad can i do ??
its .... O V E R .

After TCS1 , my classmates n i went to eng canteen to eat .. althou he was quite a distance frm me.. i could recognise it was him from his back.. despite the fact that i was short sighted.

Whenever i'm feeling down .. i keep eatin n eating .. i dunno how much have i been eating just now. hais. n wth . jus now wanted t0 tk the soup ladle .. instead i went to grab the pot of hot soup. n it's god damn hot. hais

Now when i listen to the song all about you by McFly .. lotsa things come to my mind..
hmph. Just blocked lots of ppl on MSN. dun ask me why . i dunno oso . just dun feel lk tokin i guess.

time is all i need. =)

12:54 AM
YYY

Good things come to an end. =)

thanks to bernard n qis for being by my side when i needed someone the most .. i owe u guys one..

hhah. nv in my life did i expect that things would turn out this way . =If only i could turn back time. I Will make things be left unknown.

- Stomach Cramp sucks -

Sunday, June 12, 2005

5:26 PM
YYY

I'm bored . Hmmm . Sundays ~~

McFly - All About You ..

This morning woke up kinda early .. ard 9+am i guess.. then toss n turn in bed like roti prata (ok. nt funny) till 10am+ then willing to get up. hahas. then took out my eng maths notes n studied the topic on matrix ... there's a test this coming tue ~ jialat ehhh .. i'm stil unsure.. Hmph. then ard 2pm liddat watch tv all the way till just now.. then came online .. n start nua-ing in frnt of the com lia0s. haahs.

Dunno what to do later.. maybe i shud continue studying .. Hurhur .. HAP test oso on the way ~~~~ 0ok. outta i go . hahas.

- I Miss ystday nite.. -

=) . gd luck for the elections. u've my support all the way !!!!

1:35 AM
YYY

reached home around 12.30am just n0w ..

thnks for the fun night out.. enjoyed myself soooo much .=)

hahas. we were so damn crappy .. guess my jokes too lame liao. -_-" .. still can make it larh. hurhur ..

No. 42 .. LOL!

- Waiting -

Friday, June 10, 2005

10:04 PM
YYY

wha ha ha. I'm the happiest girl alive .. Lols .. 0ok. that's like over exaggerating ..

hahas.. lessons ended at 1pm today .. hmmm. the engine concourse today seems a lil' crowded.. then i saw sahfahri and co. shouting along.. were getting votes for the TPSU election thingy .. hahas. then qis n i hang around mushroom there.. sitting n toking.. saw him n the others shouting n shouting away 'bout the election thingy.

Then a while later.. a group of people approached us.. keep telling us must vote for this person that person.. lols.. But my mind's already set !! hehehehehehe ... Qis kept pulling me to walk along the engine concourse 'c0rz he was thr too .. >.<" .. well . i did see him. =pPp ..

After that went to eunos to eat with her.. then decided to go over to her house.. slack thr all the way till 8pm+ ~~ then came home.. hahas.. had lots of laughter and told her all my dreams. hahas. well . she laughed. -_-" .. and told me it's impossible.. She's always pouring cold water on whatever i sae !!! Hmph.

Well . gotta wake up early tml .. meeting them tml at 11am for jamming session .. i just go thr listen listen nia .. hope it will be a success ! =pPp

Oh yah. btw, I'm voting Cannon aka Lee Wei Jian for ESC and Sahfahri for TPSU .. well . lots of my frens supp0rt this idea and promised that they will accompany me to vote.. !!! yay ~~!!! =)
EVERYONE Out There.. VOTE FOR THEM TOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- Here without You -

Thursday, June 09, 2005

6:59 PM
YYY

hmm. haven't been blogging for the past 2 days .. here i am !!!!!!!!! hahas.~

well.. just reached home from school .. it actually ended at 5 but i had a meeting with deborah, bernard and jianwei .. yuppp .. later gotta go check out the yellow pages.. Need to book a jamming studio this saturday ~ ..

Hmmm.. this week is the third week of school .. Everything's still so far so good except for the fact that i have problems with my CKT and DFund .. I seriously need help ..

Guys sae we girls are weird. But we girls think that guys ARE the weird ones ...
well. Humans. ~

Got to see him just now fer a while. hhaahh. beta than nth.. =)

- Waiting -

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

12:10 AM
YYY

had so much fun at shirin's bdae party just now.. elina ili lynette n i were just simply recollecting about the past.. all the fun n laughter we used to have.. well .. we DID have a great laugh by mentioning once again.. everything just seems like yesterdae.~

i miss the girls sooooo much .. althou we seldom talk already corz every single one of us are leading different lives.. 2 in TPJC.. 2 in TP .. ~

But we WILL meet again ............................... Someday . =)

- I Will Never Trust You Anymore. -
I told ya things corz u PROMISED u wont tell anione.. but ... guess i was wrong .

Sunday, June 05, 2005

10:15 PM
YYY

this morning woke up around 11+am .. then my mum bro and i went over to my granny's for lunch.. after that we went for a walk at the void deck .. they had some construction work going on and they made the place so beautiful !! just like a parkk .. then my bro and i ran to the playgrd.. can u believe it.. my 19 yr old bro and his 16 yr old sis (me) running around the playground .. swinging here and there.. haha.. then awhile more we went home ler.. cause each of us had our own programme.. hurhur`

went out at around 2pm to meet my fren.. went walking around bugis.. Funan IT Mall and Liang Court .. but no matter where .. i just cant find the Creative Zen NEEON .. so sad !! Boo Hoo. =( ..
then my mum called me and i went over to TM to meet her.. so far.. i spent $78.10 on clothes just now. -_-" .. Well.. my mum did nag.. hahas..

Hmmm.. Tot of buying PSP .

Oooo. daniel just came online.. by his nick ... i can see that he and JT has some progress liaos.. hurhur .. I'm NOT disappointed neither am i sad .. so i really hope those gossips can come to an end.. It's not doing any of us good .. Especially........ MEEEE~~~~ -_-" .. Maybe it's very straightforward of me to say this but ... i realli dun feel aniting for him.. y dun anyone believe me ... ??????? arhh ... !

It's A Monday Tml Again ~~

- If i never met u, i wouldnt knoe u.
- If i never knoe u, i wouldnt like u.
- If i never like u, i wouldnt miss u.

12:09 AM
YYY

Oh my.. i can't wait to get my hands on the new Creative Zen NEEON.. It's so cool.. Just check it out on the Creative website.. even the earphones are cool , the colours are cool and it even has different backlight colours !! cool !!!

hahas.. i noe my first mp3 player that's from Creative is spoilt .. and i'm still eyeing on Creative.. hahas.

Feel soooo great now .. Suddenly realised what i've been missing out in the past few mths ..

=)

Saturday, June 04, 2005

5:03 PM
YYY

I'm bored. So damn bored.

It's a Saturday.. the weekends has arrived.. everyone's out having fun.. shopping.. watching movie.. whereas i've been alone at home ever since i woke up . Thought i'll be able to go out or wad.. made me so happy.. who knows.. in the end.. arghhh. forget it. I hate disappointments.

sian. nvm.. guess later i will go n do my PSPS hmwk .. tat crappy time log. Duh.

I'm freaking bored !!!!!!!!!!!!

- whatever -

Friday, June 03, 2005

6:45 PM
YYY

just got home from sch0ol .. i'm sooooo tired.. Zzzz.

lessons ended at 1pm .. went slacking around the school then headed to LT 30 fer the AGM at 2.45pm .. actualli had second thoughts on whether wanna go .. but in the end i just went with some of my classmates.. =)

went into the LT at ard 2.40pm .. sat right at the top with bernard and listened to his mp3 with him.. not much ppl were present.. the seniors were busy with their own things.. the preparations and all those.. a while later... he came.. =pPp .. then when the AGM ended.. we went out for a buffet .. didn't eat.. 'cause i wasnt hungry at all .. toked to deborah.. kumar.. n my class mates.. then discussed bout the formation of jianwei's band.. =) .. everythg ended around 5.30pm liddat.. the committee members went in for a short meeting... we waited outside fer deb n kumar.. while i was sitting at the bench.. i was like... day dreaming n staring into space.. then i saw sum1 walked pass.. lols. u noe hu ... but actually he was there thruout the whole AGM n buffet.. but didnt realli wanna look.. corz 04 mentors were there.. n Mr. Dragonboat was there too.. so didnt wanna add onto the gossips thingy..

deb they all came out le.. we headed towards the bubble tea shop opp. school. . slack there a while .. then took 291 to tamp interchange.. reach le.. qis n i took 67 h0me.. we talked alot on the bus .. like non-stop.. then came home.. whaaaa... im like.. so tired..

to yp: i noe u will be reading my blog.. well. mayb ure right.. i do have feelings fer him..

zzzZzz -

Thursday, June 02, 2005

6:59 PM
YYY

weird teachers do exist..... in TP .

Example No. 1 -

My DFund Tutorial, Dr Gargash.. this guy is weird ! sooo weird ! today went to school at 11 and had his tutorial fer the first lesson.. we were doing the logic gates thingy .. then there was this qns.. he asked us whether the ans fer the output is 1 or 0 .. some of my classmates said "1" . But he gave us this look on his face that we got the wrong answer.. then bernard shouted "0" .. he suddenly turn around and said.. "DO U TINK THIS IS A GAME?!" .. whaa.. wads the problem .. he's like so fierce.. then he alwyus give ppl that look. u noe.. THAT look.. but on the other hand.. he's actualli quite a good teacher.. except fer the fact that he's abit.... weird.

Example No. 2 -

My Maths lecturer, Mdm Evangeline Lim .. she's the WORST teacher i've ever came across in my past 13 yrs of education (since nursery) .. omg. she's a teacher full of mistakes.. she alwyus do her sums wrongly and her explanations aren't clear either.. i just dun understand wad is she tokin.. she jumps frm one explanation to the 0ther.. i jus cant make out wad she's teaching.. and when she do her sums wrong.. she blame us for making her confused. -_-" . wth. i guess i will just leave all my qns to my tutorial.. Lok Swee Wah ! the best teacher ! hahas.

0ok.. There will be AGM tml .. so gotta stay in school all the way till.. ard 5 .. yar..

hmmm.. just now sherman gave me lessons on guys... nono. MEN ..

eBaLaNcE - C000021A... aNyOnE nOe tHiS eRrOr... says:
we man are a physical sort, we need to see, touch.
eBaLaNcE - C000021A... aNyOnE nOe tHiS eRrOr... says:
tat is the reason y we are so called hornier than gerz
eBaLaNcE - C000021A... aNyOnE nOe tHiS eRrOr... says:
gerz tend to feel more as in the heart wise..
eBaLaNcE - C000021A... aNyOnE nOe tHiS eRrOr... says:
we men do care about face
eBaLaNcE - C000021A... aNyOnE nOe tHiS eRrOr... says:
even when it comes to going out only
eBaLaNcE - C000021A... aNyOnE nOe tHiS eRrOr... says:
we would want our female partner to dress nice
eBaLaNcE - C000021A... aNyOnE nOe tHiS eRrOr... says:
but not overdress .

hahas.. yar.. i get it i get it.. i understand.. lols. but wad can i do. i LOOK like that. hahas.. kkae larh. i very tired arh.. althou yst night had er.. 10hrs of slp.. i fell aslp while sms-ing halfway!!! =( .. hahas.

P.S: take care kkae.. dun fall sick. have enuf slp.. dun alwyus stay up too late.. =)

-OUT- zZzz.zZz.

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

3:18 PM
YYY

heys ... im back from school.. =)

hmmm. started off the day with CKT lab .. wasn't really paying attention when the teacher was explaning.. my mind was wandering sumwhr els.. kept thinkin bout yesterdae nite's incident. hhak.. but when we started on the practical.. it was such a miracle that i knew how to do.. hhahs.

sch ended at 1pm.. had maths lect make up just now.. lotsa ppl didnt go .. lols . then took bus 23 with Filza to tamp interchange.. aft that to0k bus 67 home.. ahhhh. hm swt hm . =pPp

oh ya. while walkin out frm school.. i met a grp of mentors from my course.. i dun realli tok to them at all .. suddenly one of them shouted "Tracie !!! HI !!!" .. and the whole grp sort of started to smile and giggle.. there's sure sth going on again.. fer ur info.. i wasnt walkin alone. i was with my grp of classmates.. new gossip going on again huh ? i guess all these started ever since i click the "submit" button of the survey thingy.. hhas.. but wads done cannot be undone.. =) .. must have confidence !! hahas ..

But honestly speaking.. i dun realli like this kind of thing.. be it having attention or being famous .. but i wont let it affect my own life.. It goes in one ear and out frm the other. If I'm not whatever they think i'm, then I'm not. There's no need to deny. =)

12:24 AM
YYY

What have i just done ?? argh. How did things turn out this way???????

somebody pls tell me.