Monday, August 22, 2005
6:37 PM
YYY
i tried hard to hold it back ...
END RESULT : tears came streaming down my cheeks while i was on the way home .
lots of things went thru my head . but i didnt have an ans for any of it .
im realli puzzled to why do people change so fast ? someone wasnt liddat in the past . someone cud wait for me patiently .. n it's alwyus a smile i see on someone's face . i rarely do now . .. does a suggestion kills ? wads wrg with coming up with a suggestion ? i just dun wan someone to feel like it's a need to meet me all the time . i just wan someone to be happy . but this is wad i get ..
i alwyus share with rebecca wad i plan for someone .. the happy times we had .. i've lots of ideas in my head . even rebecca said someone will be happy if i did this n that . but things just dun work out the way i wan it to be . i oso told her the suprises i have instore for someone .
am i expecting too much ? ... or giving too much ?
i dun blame someone totally . ya . i do have a fault . but i realli wanted to meet someone today , just now . hais .
what went wrg again ?
i dun wanna tink bout it ..............
life's unfair . everyone is like the weather . it keeps changing .. ..
did i make a mistake ?
-out-
Friday, August 12, 2005
10:11 PM
YYY
wheeee ~
im now at my dear house !!!! haaaaaa . shud be going home soon oreadi . yeahs .
just now after sch went to wenqi's fren hse to tk fotos for the inetcf project.. finally got it done liao liao liao . muaaa ha ha. dun jealous . lols . im happy. =)
i love my mum. i love my dad . i love my brother...
BUT I LOVE DEAR THE MOSTTTT ~~~!!!!
*haa .
Thursday, August 11, 2005
10:09 PM
YYY
Whoo !
i tink today's inetcf test is.. gone ?? haha. left ALMOST blank lohss ! unni ask i finish or give up.. i sae i finish N i give up. hahahahaaa . heck la. inetcf. guess i will just get the project done n that's it . next week presentation of the project ahhH!! hahahahaa.. !
ooOh ya. btw, i got into TPSU Sub-com !! haaa. (despite the screwed up interview).bleahhhs.
i just came back. bought so many things ahh !! thr's a bbq this saturdae.. my ah ma bdae. lols. oh ya. im fat. HAHA ! seriously need to cut down on fats. i've been eating like.. non stop can!! oh my.
i love my boyfriend . heeheheeeheee *
my aunt just gave me $50 !!!!!!! WHOO!!! money comes when ure soooooooo desperate for it. kk . just kidding .
Semestral exams in ... 3 wks time? whoohOo! n sem1 is done n over with . aiya.
wadever .
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
11:50 PM
YYY
i dunno wad to do now .
neither do i now wads going thru my head .
*gone
Friday, August 05, 2005
10:40 PM
YYY
today is such aaaaaaaa tiring day .
bleahs .
had ccn day just now .. everything was soooooooo rushing . omg . first we actualli had classes as per normal .. then after dfund lab wenqi reb n me went off le.. skipped the rest of the class.. we wenta eat..after that reb n me went to storm to cut our hair. kk . quite satisfactory. kk. REBECCA'S CUTE . (-_-) . yaaa . then we rushed back to my hse.. bought the box.. took a taxi down.. my classmates kept calling n calling n calling .. reached sch n realised that everythg had started. only my class had nth. oops..
hahas. sold everythg .. l0oks like past few days effort didnt go down the drain thou . lols . then after tat went to meet yP . wenta eat.. then took a bus to suntec . he's going to wrk . after that i came home. so tired !!!!
tml sat .. shud i go fer ckt. ? hmmmm ....
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
6:54 PM
YYY
were doing jelly just now for CCN day . rebecca helped me out .
yaaa. we did ard 100 i tink .. tml gotta bring some to sch. haaaa . then acc rebecca to the bus interchange to meet her bf.. then i went to fetch celine frm sch..
dunno y . been so tired these few days .. this morning was soooooooooo tired that i had difficulty getting up frm bed. had to anyway . was so so so sleepy during ckt lab. haaa ..
kk. wanna eat dinner liaos .
* a 2nd chance ? dunno .
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
11:00 AM
YYY
hmmm . here are some fotos.. quite poor quality taken by my hp. actualli i brought audd's digicam .. yaa. n forgot that the batt was low. -_-" .. bernard took some.. dunno whether i will get it. hmmm ..
ahhh . my son . jianweiii ~~ whoo .
Zhiyu looks quite blur here thou .
taken Unknowingly . so Looks quite .. err . dunno la. haha
LAST BUT NOT LEAST ....
3....
2.....
1.........
WhooHoo. face of the yr . hahas. I NOE HE WILL SEE THIS . WHEEE ~~!!!
10:27 AM
YYY
Whoo . i got so many things to blog arhh .. so here comes a long long long long post ...
31/07/2005
rebecca and i left hse at around 3pm aft preparing everything.. we went to take a cab over to east coast park corz there was too many things to carry n it was TOTALLy impossible to tk a bus. duh . n guess wad??? we got a MERCEDES cab . beat that ! taking a merc on my bdae. wha ha ha .. kk . no big deal. then we reached thr. while walking along the underpass, i ALMOST FELL . lucky i didnt. or else thr will be chickens flying everywhr. lols . then rebecca took over. she helped me carry.. n it ALMOST DROP . whaa. tragedy strikes us. lol . we reached thr around 3.45pm .. had no choice.. corz the satay man will be thr frm 4 - 6 . gotta be thr early . reb was getting hungry . she went to Mac alone to "da bao" bck.. while i stayed at the pit alone.. n then... the satay man called !!!! N I HAD NT ENUF MONEY TO PAY HIM . shiat . i panic.. haaaa . called yp . ask him how how how. jus then, i saw reb walking back. lol.
one by one ppl start to come.. yp came first thou . haaa . he bcame a traveller for the day . from the east to north n then back to east. haaa . then came filza n her bf.. lyn with brandon n bg.. wenqi n jes.. zhiyu.. bernard n jianwei .. bryan came cycling .. hehe... lastly, my brother came. WITH his gf. haaaaa.
had quite alot of fun .. we are the gossiping gang ! whoohooooo . a pity David wasnt thr thou. guess it wud be better if he WAS thr. *heh heh* .. then ard 9 + 10, all started to leave .. n yp n me were the onli one thr .. haaaa . talk n talk ... left thr ard 11.40pm .. managed to catch the last bus back thou . haaaaa . but it's 197 . gotta walk frm the interchange . heh . while walking at bedok central, i met my brother !! haaa. so coincidental . then yp send me home.. WITH MY brother walking behind. -_-" . lk body guard. lols. came home .. bathe.. n started to open the presents !!! whoooooo ~~ jianwei david n zhiyu bought for me this long pillow or as wad u all call "bolster" .. very cute !! very soft oso ... haaa. n the bdae card they wrote for me.. lols. make me laugh.. thanks guys.. yp n lyn bought me for a ripcurl wallet !!! FINALLY i have a wallet . hahaaaa . yp oso bought for me a slice of strawberry shortcake .. (i've been eyeing on that cake for like.. a yr?) n a braclet that i once had . heehehhe. thanks alot alot alot .. =) ..
feeling so tired... went to slp.... zzzzz . end of 31 july ..
I'm 17 !!!!! whoohoo ..
01/08/2005
woke up in the early morning around... 7.30am . for sch !!!! whaaa. cudnt wake up . -_-" . tired hhaaaaa. kept yawning away . while waiting for the bus to go to sch.. sth pissed me off. FIVE 69 buses passed by WITHOUT stopping . corz it was full to the damn door . grrrr . n i was almost late . but since its HAP tut .. heh heh. nvm one laaaa .lols . reb filza n me skipped eng maths n CKT lect .. we went to bedok central to buy the jelly stuffs . heh hehhhh . came back sch.. attended the rest of the lessons .. then aft sch yp came to meet me .. *cheeky* he help me carry the things . then reb wenqi he n me slack at short circuit ... then ard 6.30pm both of them went for band .. he helped me carry the things hm then we went out to study .. wheee ~~ came hm ard 10pm .. JUST NICE FOR INCREDIBLE TALES !! wheeeee !!!
I LOVE PURPLE .
kk . gotta prepare n go to sch. heh heh .
PS * oh ya. jingting, i read ur blog . im here to apologise oso if rebecca n i did aniting wrg .. we really dun wan to have any quarrels or conflicts with u. as u said, we got 3 yrs together.. it will be very awkward thou.. as we will be in the same lects n those . yaaa .. so i hope that matter comes to a rest here.. lastly, on behalf of reb oso, SORRY !!!! =)
