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Monday, July 11, 2005
1:02 PM
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was suppose to go for this Adventure Learning Programme this morning but decided to skip it anyway althou it's compulsory . wadever.

rebecca sms me early in the morning telling me she wasnt going.. so i decided not to go also. then i sms wenqi n filza.. both didnt reply me.. supposed they went. but they just sms n told me they just woke up oso. bah. screwed. hu cares. hubby went i tink so.. he sms-ed me asking whr was i in the morning but since i was slping i didnt reply . i guess my son went too . dunno whether did they run halfway . hahh .

starhub just smsed me. gotta settle my fone bill or else outgoing calls will be barred in the nxt 3 days. $124 .. hmmm . need to rob the bank.

might be changing hp soon. ok. tat's the irony . i dun have money to settle my bill but wanna change hp . bah .

hmmm. was clearing sum stuffs frm my table just now.. came across the diary . the letters. the fotos we took..the ring . the tissue packet. the earrings . the tabby frm genting. eeyore . hhahh .. read everythg thoroughly .. sentence by sentence .. haaas. those WERE the days . good things dun last forever anyway . for the irony part, i do miss those days .. it's like... how i wish i can replay tat part of us.. but .. i rather keep it just as memories.. i dun have the confident .. i dun wanna end up hurting another person again .. i cant bring myself to commit to anything now .. so why not remain this way ? =)
just hope that he's happy now .... i believe.. he will . =)

kkz. going out soon ..

bye.